Transformations

 Transformation- to undergo a change in form, appearance, or character;

 

In the deep, dark pit of our own personal hell; something sparks us to begin a transformation. A change from the person we were molded to be by so many outside influences ,in which some we may have had no control over (for example the way we were raised.) This "spark" comes from an unknown source that is aware of our need. Maybe a power greater than ourselves. Some people call it God (but that's not a debate I'm getting into during my first blog). At this point a choice is made. A choice to pursue happiness, find peace and inner contentment or to continue the struggle, living in fear, worry. The choice to be happy may indeed be more difficult than that of staying in the struggle. What I mean by this is its hard to break old habits. We are all aware of how easy it is to stay stagnant and muttle through. For example, diets. I mean how easy is it to continuing eating what you want because you enjoy it and the only person you're hurting is yourself. There's no motivating force or you can't seem to produce it yourself. Its just easier to accept it than change it.

There are people that come and go in our lives that I like to consider chapters in our book of life. Some will stay for the whole story and others will simply be there for a few pages. Ill be honest and say I am currently in a transition/transformation time where I'm ending one chapter and starting another. With that said, knowing I can share my story and eventually I will share it  (at the proper time for me) and inspire those who have dealt with or are going through similar situations.

So this being my first blog I am going to consider this the "forward" to my story. Stay tuned.